On the topic of crazy dreams, I have been having some very odd ones as of late.
Two nights ago, I had a dream that my daughter, who is three was on the bus going food shopping with my boyfriend and I, and we got off the bus, she was with us, but than when I looked behind us, she was not there. I remember saying in my dream how angry I was and how someone took my kid and nothing was worth it anymore. We strangely caught the person because they had withdrew all my money from the bank using my debit card, and they had cameras at the ATM and he also had used our food stamps... I was so happy to have my daughter back...
Last night, I dreamed I was pregnant 8 weeks... and I saw the ultrasound and Alex and I were very happy... It was there, and then I woke up, and it was gone. :/
Why does your body have to put you through such weird, emotionally intense dreams?
Gabriella-Marie
Born: June 25th 2009My First Child (Who did not result in miscarriage or stillbirth) She has 22Q Deletion Syndrome (DiGeorges) She was born with an underdeveloped left ventricle that was fixed in utero. She also has a Heart murmur, Atrial Septal Defect and PFO (which resolved in 12/5/2018). She also has Aspergers Syndrome (High Functioning Autism, Level 1 Autism ect.), Sensory Processing Disorder, DMDD, ODD, ADHD-Combined and several other behavioral and physical health issues. She is my CHD and 22Q Warrior. She is my world, my life, my meaning for existence. She has my attitude, combined with her fathers stubbornness. She certainly shows us that she will accomplish anything and everything.
Lucius-John
Lucius-John is Matt and I's son. He is my second earthside miracle baby. Born June 8th 2017 at 38 weeks. He Has Hemophilia B and Hypogammaglobulinemia (A Type of Rare Severe Immune Deficiency)
Kayleigh-Marie Faith
My Sweet Kayleigh was taken from us at 20 weeks on May 2ed 2008. She had HLHS and passed as a result of a partial placental abruption and several clots in her cord. (Yes, I have watermarked this. Unfortunately there are sickos in todays world who steal photos like this)
Andrew
Andrew is my amazing fiancee, and the love of my life. He brought light back into my life, and he grounds me when I need grounding. He is amazing with both my children and loves them like his own. This man never ceases to amaze me. We're getting married July 10th, 2021
Matthew
Matthew is Lucius's father. Sometimes in this blog, I may mention from time to time, ramblings about his life, or stuff that involves him, or whatnot, so figured I'd include a picture to lessen confusion.
Jason
Jason is Gabriella's father. Sometimes in this blog, I may mention from time to time, ramblings about his life, or stuff that involves him, or whatnot, so figured I'd include a picture to lessen confusion.
My Angel Babies
I have had 1 stillborn at 20 weeks &
I have had 7 1st trimester miscarriages &
I have had 2 second trimester miscarriages.
I have had 1 chemical pregnancy.
1 in 4 - I am the Face
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