NOT Pregnant

 

You remember how last time I blogged, I wrote about how I was looking forward to staying busy during the two-week wait, but how I also wasn't feeling super optimistic?

Theres a reason for that. Reasons like today. When Aunt Flow decides to come into town by herself, riding on that horse, EARLY and without the need for provera, and when I was least expecting it.

My fiancee and I were being intimate, and well, what do you know. Aunt Flow decided it was a perfect time to visit.

 

THIS SUCKS!

Nothing about this journey DOESNT suck.

But, month after month, treatment after treatment. Hope after hope

And you get crushed again.

Because today is Day 1, I have to call RGI and let them know, so that they can schedule labs, confirm I am not pregnant, and give me another script for Femara to *hopefully* get pregnant.

We shall see.

But until then, I REALLY RELATE to this image.

Mr. Spermies are even like WTF!

 

Surviving the Two Week Wait

 

 

Have you ever wanted something so bad, but you need to keep your mind off of it? 

Yeah, that's pretty much how we feel right now.

Because Ovidrel has HCG in it, we are not allowed to test until 2 weeks after IUI

They call this the dreaded two week wait, and let me just say, IT REALLY IS!

The symptoms of Ovidrel are literally identical to pregnancy. 

Andddd that doesn't count your temptation to test either.

We decided, for fourth of July that we would go to Texas to visit my best friend, Bella and her kids. 

After all, it had been a few years (at-least 3 maybe 4) since I've seen her.

And we had the time of our life.

And mannnnn can Bella cook! Her potatoe salad is my favorite.

It was a good time killer, and a distraction from our two-week wait.