NOT Pregnant

You remember how last time I blogged, I wrote about how I was looking forward to staying busy during the two-week wait, but how I also wasn't feeling super optimistic?

Theres a reason for that. Reasons like today. When Aunt Flow decides to come into town by herself, riding on that horse, EARLY and without the need for provera, and when I was least expecting it.

My fiancee and I were being intimate, and well, what do you know. Aunt Flow decided it was a perfect time to visit.

THIS SUCKS!

Nothing about this journey DOESNT suck.

But, month after month, treatment after treatment. Hope after hope

And you get crushed again.

Because today is Day 1, I have to call RGI and let them know, so that they can schedule labs, confirm I am not pregnant, and give me another script for Femara to *hopefully* get pregnant.

We shall see.

But until then, I REALLY RELATE to this image.

Mr. Spermies are even like WTF!

Gabriella-Marie

Born: June 25th 2009

My First Child (Who did not result in miscarriage or stillbirth) She has 22Q Deletion Syndrome (DiGeorges) She was born with an underdeveloped left ventricle that was fixed in utero. She also has a Heart murmur, Atrial Septal Defect and PFO (which resolved in 12/5/2018). She also has Aspergers Syndrome (High Functioning Autism, Level 1 Autism ect.), Sensory Processing Disorder, DMDD, ODD, ADHD-Combined and several other behavioral and physical health issues. She is my CHD and 22Q Warrior. She is my world, my life, my meaning for existence. She has my attitude, combined with her fathers stubbornness. She certainly shows us that she will accomplish anything and everything.