I Missed My Period.....

I missed my period today. I am very scared, because Drew and I agreed that we would be better off as just “friends” so you can say we broke things off. It was really stupid and childish to be honest.

I had been running a fever of 104, and his brother went all “crazy” on him and he felt backed into a wall and alone… I guess he felt a bit smothered too. He said he was just not happy. I don’t quite understand it, but who knows… either way, I missed my period and I am petrified…

I have wanted a baby so badly… but I don’t want to raise a baby alone. I want to raise it with the father, as a family and he and I had sex so many times in December and during my “high risk” fertile period too. I have to wonder if my body is acting up or not, because of my Addison’s. Perhaps my period is just late. Tomorrow if it is not here, I will be taking a test to see what the results are.

Gabriella-Marie

Born: June 25th 2009

My First Child (Who did not result in miscarriage or stillbirth) She has 22Q Deletion Syndrome (DiGeorges) She was born with an underdeveloped left ventricle that was fixed in utero. She also has a Heart murmur, Atrial Septal Defect and PFO (which resolved in 12/5/2018). She also has Aspergers Syndrome (High Functioning Autism, Level 1 Autism ect.), Sensory Processing Disorder, DMDD, ODD, ADHD-Combined and several other behavioral and physical health issues. She is my CHD and 22Q Warrior. She is my world, my life, my meaning for existence. She has my attitude, combined with her fathers stubbornness. She certainly shows us that she will accomplish anything and everything.