A Faint Line....

Still no period. The day is today to take a test. I am scared out of my mind… The Pregnancy Test was taken, and it has a very faint line. I am wondering if it is my mind playing tricks on me or not. 

The first person I told was my best friend Vincent. Then I told his mother Dawn. Then I told my friend Sherry “Sugarbear” and Robert “Tana” and asked what I should do. 

They both agreed I should re-test tomorrow, and so that is what I am going to do. Only time will tell what happens now.

I Missed My Period.....

I missed my period today. I am very scared, because Drew and I agreed that we would be better off as just “friends” so you can say we broke things off. It was really stupid and childish to be honest. 

I had been running a fever of 104, and his brother went all “crazy” on him and he felt backed into a wall and alone… I guess he felt a bit smothered too. He said he was just not happy. I don’t quite understand it, but who knows… either way, I missed my period and I am petrified… 

I have wanted a baby so badly… but I don’t want to raise a baby alone. I want to raise it with the father, as a family and he and I had sex so many times in December and during my “high risk” fertile period too. I have to wonder if my body is acting up or not, because of my Addison’s. Perhaps my period is just late. Tomorrow if it is not here, I will be taking a test to see what the results are.